Saturday, April 20, 2013

LOSES

THEY'RE LOOKING CRAZY BECAUSE THEY'RE NOT WHERE THE MONEY IS.
THEY WALKED AWAY SCARED OF MY ILLNESSES
BUT NOW I'M RESURRECTED STRONGER THAN EVER BEFORE 
MOVED MY TEAM OUT WEST 
MAKING MOVES THAT CAN'T IGNORE
WHILE THEY'RE MOVING IN THE SAME CIRCLES, RUNNING AROUND ON THE SAME TRACK, JUMPING THE SAME HURDLES.
I KEPT MY MOVEMENT MOVING FROM THE EAST TO PAST THE BORDERS
FROM A HOSPITAL BED I MADE MORE THAN YOU DID LAST QUARTER
IF YOU DON'T KNOW THAT REFERENCE YOU'RE NOT A REAL BUSINESS MAN
YOU JUST RUNNING AROUND BRAGGIN WITH AN EGO WITH NO REAL PLAN
I'M GLAD PEOPLE COUNTED ME OUT
I'M GLAD I TOOK THAT LOSE
NOW I'M WITH REAL PEOPLE, DOING REAL THINGS WITH REAL BOSSES
IT WASN'T MEANT FOR ME TO DIE
I WAS MEANT TO STRUGGLE THROUGH
THAT'S WHEN YOU FIND OUT WHO'S DOWN AND WHO WAS REALLY WITH YOU
IT'S CRAZY HOW PEOPLE CAN JUST FLIP THAT SWITCH
BEING A FAKE FRIEND IS AS BAD AS BEING A SNITCH
BUT I REFRAIN FROM THE CALLING OUTS
NOW I'M BACK JUST WATCH MY DUST AND EXHAUST 
WHILE YOU SEE THE NEW TEAM.
WE'RE COMING OUT LIKE A FRESH FROST 
YOU'LL BE FOLLOWING US LIKE A LIGHT TO A MOTH
IF YOU HAVEN'T NOTICED BEFORE MY ILLNESS DIDN'T THROUGH CURVES IN MY COURSE
BEAT THE GRIM REAPER, KICKED HIM BACK THROUGH DEATHS DOOR
I'M HERETO MAKE THE DESTROYERS WRONG 
MORE FOCUSED THAN EVER BEFORE

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

DON'T GIVE UP

I MAY NOT HAVE RICHES
BUT I'M STRONG IN MIND & SPIRIT
YOU MAY SPIT RAPS TO MAKE MONEY
BUT YOU'RE NOT FEARLESS
YOU BLEED JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES
YOU TALK DOWN ON THE POOR TRYING TO
MAKE THEIR COME UP
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THE DAY COMES
THE TABLES TURN
ALL THOSE MILLIONS YOU SPENT EM
NOW YOU'RE LOOKING LIKE A BUM
THE SAME ONE'S YOU TURNED YOUR BACK ON
AND CALLED THEM LAMES
THEY'LL BE THE ONES ON STAGE, THE CROWDS
SHOUTING THEIR NAMES
YOUR CAREER WILL BE OVER, YOU HAD A NICE RUN
NOW SIT BACK AND STAY QUIET YOUR GLORY DAYS
ARE DONE
SO THINK HARD THE NEXT TIME YOU SPITTING NEGATIVE RHYMES
THAT ISH IS LIKE KARMA IT COMES BACK IN DUE TIME
PEOPLE ARE PICKY, THEY GET BORED & FADS CHANGE EVERY YEAR
YOU'RE HOT ONE MINUTE AND THE NEXT YOU'RE LIKE STALE BEER
I'M A LISTENER, OBSERVER I'VE BEEN AROUND FOR YEARS SOME KNOW
ABOUT ME, OTHERS DON'T KNOW NOT TO FEAR.
I ONLY RESPECT THE GRINDERS PUTTING IN SWEAT MAKING RHYMES & BEATS
YOUR DAY WILL COME SOON ENOUGH, YOU ASK THE QUESTION WHEN
THE ANSWER IS THE STREETS!
SO WHEN YOU HEAR OTHER RAPPERS KNOWN & UNKNOWN BRAGGING ABOUT WHAT THEY HAVE, WHAT THEY'VE DONE, WHO THEY HAVE KNOWN
ALWAYS REMEMBER JUST LIKE A BEAUTY PAGEANT
EVERY YEAR SOMEONE NEW SITS ON THE THRONE!!!

Thursday, April 26, 2012

I'M REAL

I'M REAL
Never ever had a heart of steel
Though it bleeds alot it's quick to heal
Throw your daggers, do your worst to me
It won't change my heart, it's what I'm meant to be
That's what sets me apart
The Queen of Kindness, A woman of strength that
won't play in the games
No matter what I go through or what you say
I remain the same
If who I am really scares you, brings you fear
You're just usted to betrayers, golddiggers
trying to keep you near
No matter what they say I'll still be Me
will never ask anyone for nothing
My givings is real as sweet poetry
I'm Real
Won't change for them, him or she
If you don't like it-your problem's not with me
I know what they say about what I claim to be
Won't be with any of them
None of the nonsense is a part of me.
Most times I just let the selfish people go on their way
Chasing a game, money, deal or so they say
Missing out on the light to a better day
Never judge take people at their worth
Just need you to know oh by the way....
I'M REAL

Saturday, April 14, 2012

THEY WILL LEARN/SELFISHNESS

SURROUNDED BY SELFISH PEOPLE EVERYWHERE I TURN THEIR FOCUS ON USING, MY FOCUS ON MILLIONS TO EARN.
WHENEVER I SEE A SITUATION TRYING TO BREAK MY STRIDE
I LAY LOW WORK HARDER RIDING ON NOTHING BUT PRIDE
WHEN LIFE THROWS STONES I MAKE PAVERS OF GOLD ALL THE WAY
TO THE PROMISE LAND WATCHING THE THROWERS UNFOLD
WHILE WE PLAN THE FUTURE THEY PLOT OUR DOWNFALL
NOT REALIZING THE TRUTH THE MORE THEY PUSH THE HARDER GRAVITY PUSHES
BACK LIKE A BOUNCING BALL
LIKE A DROWNING MAN FIGHTING FOR A BREATHE OF AIR
WE BREAK ALL THE RULES MAKING THIS GAME OF LIFE FAIR
SELFISHNESS IS DESTRUCTION ALOT OF PEOPLE'S DOWN TURN, PLAYING
AGAINST THE ONE'S THAT MADE YOU KARMA WILL COME YOU WILL LEARN.
NEVER GIVE UP, NEVER BE HURT BY THE BACKSTABBERS AND BETRAYERS
WHEN THEY COME BACK ASKING YOU FOR HELP JUST SAY GOD BLESS AND CATCH
YA LATER

Friday, April 13, 2012

Broken Angel/Wounded Soldiers

I was 6 when my dad died in my mother's arms 3 years later my uncle killed by a gun, 4years more my big brother died in a fire, they say it was an accident but streets say NO, they're liars. Fighting my own battles left alone at hospitals, surgeries, child rape no charges no love, broken wearing nothing but I smile through the misery.
Contrary to you I'm still standing strong, year after year you try to knock me down but bad times never last long. I see myself and other wounded soldiers putting their pain in songs. 
Little scars on our bodies but alot on the brain, you can't break us, Life already tried that with no shame against us are the unbroken telling their fake life stories in rap, they never went through the pain. Lost loved ones, broken families, abuse those unwanted memories still remain. No one willing to help the true to life come up so we stay true to our name.
Willing to take the loss nothing more to lose, putting ourselves out daily the battle begins it's either me or you.
So many true wounded soldiers fighting the war of life everyday. Stand up and keep speaking the truth, No one can see the scars but always hold them as trophies and use them as strength and always be you, Keep doing your thing and keep living. True Success is Survival

Monday, March 19, 2012

I KNOW WHY?? We are caged with our dreams

I KNOW WHY the prisons are full of innocents and misguided individuals.. Because So Many People want to see others fall and fail to make themselves look and feel better. We now have a black president that has never stood inside a hood and spoke with the less fortunate, the struggling and the lost. He talks about everyone going to college not remembering that the same kids he's speaking too are wondering if they will have dinner tonight or will a family member be killed that day trying to get money to feed the family because no one will give them a job.
I KNOW WHY there are so many people developing cancer and other life threatening disease, we have untested bi-products and preservatives in our food, chemicals in our air and technology exploding into the atmosphere all in the name of MONEY, OH I MEAN PROGRESS..
I KNOW WHY so many are struggling, committing crimes to survive and dying for lack of medicine because NO ONE CARES if it's not about MONEY you don't matter. Only a few rich will speak out against hypocrisy and help the less fortunate, the rest sit back in their limos and brag about how much they made off the poor today.. Companies are not hiring and if they are it's only their own people, family and friends leaving the others out to make pennies not even enough to live and feed themselves. The government has been giving benefits to fradulant people capable of making their own money. YET THEY DENY the ones in the most Need leaving families homeless and kids hungry and the sick without medical care, hoping they will eventually die before they can collect any government benefits owed to them. ALL IN THE NAME OF MONEY, NOT PROGRESS if one person is suffering we have not progressed anywhere, We are still locked in cages running in the circle trying to find the way out.  MONEY is NOT everything but due to societies new principles it makes it hard for it not to be.. LIVE, LOVE AND BE HAPPY that should be the only dream we seek!!

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Brilliant Minds

The Most Brilliant Minds are walking our streets everday, from the rappers telling true stories rhyming better than the best reknowned poets to the homeless that have lost everything confused that no one could see the brilliance that they possess.  Some of the most brilliant artists and people are amongst us everyday. The largest corporation were started by people with no degrees on the wall, we use their work everyday.  The biggest problem in America is we have some people that feel because they have a piece of paper they are superior to the ones who didn't have the same opportunities to go to college or the backing to give them a proper start in life.  These people eat at restaurants, get their clothes cleaned and house built on the backs of those who didn't make it to college yet in all aspects may be superior to them. I am a watcher and listener I remember a homeless man that could quote Shakespeare at a whim any play or script he knew it does that make him less superior because of a broken pysche, no it doesn't.  I read published writers and poets daily yet when I listen to an underground rapper spew out the pain he feels and see daily it touches me more than the ones we feel are superior because someone bought their book. Our country was built from Great Minds and until we recognize that we are surrounded by people of Brilliant minds daily and stop looking down on one another we will get no where in our own country, wandering in our own world of lost consciousness feeling superior while we are truly just a memorized book.  I speak for the Brilliant minds that created businesses, giving to others and underground artists that people hide from because they don't want to hear the truth about the world around them..We salute all the brilliant minds of the world that created jobs and avenues for people that are less fortunate but are truly Brilliant in their own rights...

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

NO EMOTIONS

YOU EVER WAKE UP SOME MORNINGS WITH NO EMOTIONS AT ALL,
NO LOVE, NO ANGER, NO HATE
AM I STILL SLEEPING OR BROKEN FROM THE FALL
OR AM I WASTING MY LIFE JUST WAITING FOR HEAVEN'S GATE
THAT'S WHEN YOU SIT AND REALIZE PEOPLE ARE OUT JUST FOR THEMSELVES
DON'T FEEL DOWN OR ANGRY, YOU'RE NOT ALONE IN NOTICING THIS WORLDLY MESS.
THE KEY TO YOUR OWN HAPPINESS IS NOT DEPENDING ON OTHERS
LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND SMILE
GOD HAS MADE YOU GREAT, UNIQUE AND DIFFERENT NOT LIKE ANOTHER.
IT'S TIME TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY, FOCUS ON YOUR OWN SUCCESS
TIME TO CLEAN THE SLATE, WASH THE CHALKBOARD AND DROP THE WEIGHT
CLEAN UP THE MESS.
THERE ARE DAYS WHERE WE WILL FEEL NO EMOTIONS
THOSE ARE THE DAYS WE FOCUS HARDER TO SUCCEED
BLOCKING OUT ALL NEGATIVE COMMOTIONS..
ALL ROADS ARE ROUGH AND ANYTHING WORTHY IS WORTH FIGHTING FOR
REMEMBER TO FOCUS ON YOUR OWN PATH
NO MORE EITHER-OR'S
DO YOUR OWN THING DON'T WASTE TIME WITH NEGATIVITY OR HATERS
THEN ALL YOUR HAPPINESS WILL COME TO YOU, YOUR OWN HAPPINESS YOU CREATED NO LONGER SAYING "AH I'LL DO THAT LATER"
YOUR CREATION IS IN FRONT OF YOU NOW, EVERYONE HAS A GIFT
DON'T WASTE IT RUNNING AROUND PARTYING AND BEING A CLOWN..
THERE WILL STILL BE DAYS WHERE WE WILL HAVE NO EMOTIONS
THOSE ARE THE DAYS I WORK HARDER, EASIER TO BLOCK OUT ANY NEGATIVE COMMOTION.

BETRAYAL HAPPENS...

Betrayal leads to heartbreak, Betrayal leads to Pain.
If you read into another's Betrayal
You just fell into their miserable Game.
Fighting and Arguing with someone who did you wrong
Is Nothing more than destroying yourself, like listenining
to a continuous sad song.
Move past the betrayal, move past all the pain
Always remember it will come a time when karma turns
the tables of this game
You will be the one that rises above the ignorance
and receive lifelong fame.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Street Voices

Alot of Rappers spit rhymes cause what they say is true, others spit rhymes of make believe just to get next you.The truth in hip hop will always reveal itself. just to take your money these jokers make fools of themselves.
Waking up to hear wack lyrics man...while we watchin these fools laugh all the way to the bank.
The true rap voices, the lyrics of the street..have been overcome by the industry rappers with nothing but hot beats.
Instead of boppin your head to the beat listen to what they're saying...the life they've live and your life will never Meet.
They just want your money, they don't care of your lifestyle or who you are..their main goal is short-lived wanting only to be a superstar.
That's why the lyrics their ghostwriters, write are all ablib, when you get in the industry you're just another robot in the game, the record companies just want more stars beside their name.
So when your out in the struggle and you wonder what's it all worth, stay independent and remember the industry curse..
Many soldiers have fallen being cut-off before they even started because they wanted to keep it real.  Stay real with yourself and the money will come, your OWN money not the record company's.  Stay Real, Stay Strong and your success will live Long...